RAWR!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

guess there's no more chances for me anymore.
cause i don't worth your chance or care.
it's all because of me. hate myself like fucking badly.
no matter how hard i beg you, you will still leave.

what i did for you it's all thrown in e drain. i'm useless.
you still let me go. there's no rainbow after e rain.
how badly i cry for you now. you will still walk away.
fuck. i dislike my past.

i understand what you're trying to say. i know.
will you believe? i want you to stay! :(
no one around me is helping me. no one understand what i'm trying to do.
no one cares. because i'm useless. and i'm a boring person.
nothing interesting in my life. no sweet little things i'll do.
i'll use money to solve things. that's what you think. sigh
i got no mood for anything now. keep away from me.
i will never smile again. because i just can't get over you.
why must you do this to me. i can't live without you. i can't survive. :(

i need you to stay! you let me go again. it's because of me. i didn't do what i'm suppose to do.
i hate myself! shouldn't have live in this world. fuck!
many things we haven't do. you said you will teach me e sound effects.
we'll go overseas after your Os. we'll go haji lane, chinatown and more.
i want to have a tattoo on my body. and piercing. i want to be there when you get your results.

how much i want you to stay. but you'll still leave me. :(
why do i have all this shits again and again. did i do anything wrong.
can you tell me. i will change. :(
i just want you to stay so fucking badly.

please don't go.